what a boring night as i sit here thinking abt what i should do with my life, yes i feel so empty inside pls someone tell me what i ought to do..bang my head against the wall?.. or should i just count sheeps till i rot... oh just tell me ..
wat is love, is there a meaning in it, or maybe i should just admit that i was wrong to think that divorce should never existed. i always thought that marrages would work out if u try hard enuff, during old days our grandparents dint have a choice, yet it is now that when we are fill with choices that we see the climb in divorce rates. have i been wrong all this while.... maybe i should not be so selfish... bringing pain and sorrow to people ard me.. all for my own selfish need to have love. i feel lost and incomplete, i pray things will turn out different from the past.. i rest all my little tiny bits of hope that love is what i see it to be, wishing for nothing more.. just love. i hate myself for not giving enuff... i hate myself for not being good enuff... i hate myself for being me.
sprayed by z00p-zoop
on 12:06 AM
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