i have so free time at hand to blog, yesterday was tiring, went with my friend to get flowers for his girlfriend, how romantic i would say, and i suppose he has a understanding girlfrield..it isnt abt how the flowers, just knowing that he had the tought to go buy flowers was in itself a sign of love, and you girls should think if u have ever recived flowers, if u have its a wonderful thing. Anyways went to the gym and had a workout, yes i am now stronger and bigger then before, so dont irritate me. ha. well after the workout we had dinner at my friends place, oh and he made s/w for the girlfriend too, and lol i had some taste of it.. apple veg, and cheese and bread what a weird combo, but it taste pretty nice and till now im still very much alive. well anyways was checking out his computer stuff and test them out cause i wanted to get the wireless keyboard and mouse too, its way cool and also a flat screen,.. maybe top it off with a cool webcam that should do the trick. me fully transformed into a computer geek, or hardware freak. well got home and felt tired, that was it end of another day, deadbeat. for today its going to be alittle boring... so i will just retreat into the little hole of mine. of cos still in a depressive mood as all of you would have know, i think its a low point of my life, looking on the brighter side.. i think there would be brighter days adead, as said theres always light at the end of the tunnel, unless of cos im not in the tunnel, maybe a underpass?.. im confused, lost, and staring into emptyness like i have done before, it feels so similar, like i have felt it before, hmm... i did i had feel this kind of depression before, not by will by by situations, hurts and what have you that contribuites to this never ending sorrowful world. tormented by pain, striken with anger.. fustration and arrh. guide me lord, for i know of no where to go...
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