it has been a terrible few days for me, tortured and shaken by the warf of the sicken society. disgusted by the very fact i am still embracing this world. yes in fact i am, painfully true, got really pissed at work on tuesday, crap happens when u have to deal with customers filled with action, accusing you of idnoring them, that is just rude and disgusting, oh nvm i have long forgotten abt it. interesting i should say how people can be. lately i have been feeling empty, its like i feel i lost the meaning to be alive , oh so empty. and then i got this lecture abt the whole meaing of existance in one of my elective, now im really confused, is my existance really real, i wonder, i feel theres no goal no aim in life, but now i guess the strongest motivation for me now is to get my bike licence first then get myself a bike. climbing up the social ladder slowly, and then what get a car, a house, get married, have kids, have a stable job, get more power in society, and in the end everyone of us have the visit the coffin at least once. not that u can do it twice, unless u sleep in the coffin for a living. oh nvm, most would brush off death, or not want to think abt it because its the last thing they pray for. i think we should sort of embrace death and know for the fact we are alive. why am i talking much, no one listens anways.
sprayed by z00p-zoop
on 12:47 PM
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